So my last entry was about 6 weeks ago...wow! i didn't know it was that long. and lets see whats happened thus far. Well my so called diet and exercise plan never went through, i lasted 2 weeks and that was about it. Oh well, I like the way I am and I do want to better my lifestyle, its just lack of motivation and busy with work. Speaking of work, things are going great. Aside from hating one of my retarded co-workers who seems to think she can do whatever the hell she wants, my boss and my DM (district manager) really like the work i've been doing for the store and are giving me a raise in pay, also my DM is considering me for Management. I am so excited about that. I'm ready to manage my own store and this will give me a great oppertunity move up in the company.

Lets see.. what else...OH! Brian from GNC and I are getting along real well. We still haven't  hung out outside of work but it's because his baby's mama would get jealous but that's ok he'll eventually get his balls back and hang out with me outside of work, its only a matter of time. I'm getting to know more about him and his life which is good and i found out that he does find me attractive so i just gotta keep doing what im doing and show him that i can be a good friend and a fun person to hang out with. OMG the other Brian and i get along great, we gossip so much its hilarious! he's up for management too through GNC and I've very happy for him although ill be sad when he leaves the mall.


My girl Angel and her family finally got their own place, its a trailor but its better then the apartment they were living in before. This is the last week they have to move everything out and I believe they will have everything out by tomorrow. I'm happy for them, they needed the bigger space and hopefully she will maintain the cleaning in this house.

my family is good and so are my other friends. Hopefully Sarah and Jeanine will be able to visit me on sunday but if not i'll be able to see them on the 13th of june

The tumors on Lady are gorwing big, i figure she's gonna be dying soon, and i'm sad but there's nothing I can do about it. she's lived a long and happy life for a rat so i wish her the best and ill miss her when she's gone but i don't think ill be getting any more pets any time soon.

I've bought some books lately, an art book, a makeup book and a few romance novels, I haven't been in the mood to read them though, i've been so tired from work....I really gotta stop buying so many books at a time. Dman Barns and Noble! Damn them! LOL!

well thats the readers digest version of whats been going on with me, hopefully i'll have more to fill in on in a shorter amount of time.

location: my room mood: bouncy

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After seeing Chrissy (Brian's Girlfriend) on myspace, I'm beginning to think that there is something wrong with me to not be able to get a guy. Jesus Christ! How is it that a girl like her nabbed him?! I don't get it.  I think I'd better start looking into joining a convent cuz I have no clue about men anymore. WOW! Just WOW! Seriously whats wrong with me?!

location: m mood: confused music: Linkin Park ~ Numb

Oh my lordies am I tired form work today, it was non-stop all day at the store. But as much as I'm tired, I've very glad we had big numbers in sales today. I hope tomorrow it the same and we won't have to worry about having so much product after easter. I gotta do an ending invintory tomorrow night too. that should be fun.

I got up around six today cuz I couldn't sleep anymore. I hate when that happens.

location: my room mood: exhausted

So I was talking to Smiles (Brian's nickname) today and I learned some pretty interesting things. Since he's moved into his own house with his baby's mama, his mother wont speak to him. Chrissy (his baby's mama) is also going around telling people she's his wife even though they're not married. I took it from the tone in his voice that he's not happy about the whole situation at all. everytime he talks about her he is so fucking bitter and I feel really bad because no one should be that miserable in a relationship. He came into my store because he was looking to buy some candy for Chrissy and he even said to my " ya i gotta get something for Chrissy, like that fat bitch need anymore candy." DAMN! Talk about a burn then he proceeded to say "what i should get her is a prenup so i can get half the house." I just about choked on my rockstar i was so taken back by his annimosity towards her. I don't know whats gonna happen with the two of them, but I hope he doesn't marry her, just for the sheer fact that he'll probably end up in a messy divorce not much later after the wedding.  I just couldn't believe he said that shit about her. Poor guy, I bet she got pregnant on purpose too, as a way to keep him. but then again not, she may very well be in love with him and think think all is well in their relationship. Either way, it doesn't seem to be going so well....Relationships suck LOL!

Work has been pretty good, espically since easter is just 3 days away, I just hope more people come in to by candy in the next 2 days and wipe us clean, to boost sales and deplete our inventory, that would be very nice.  I'm not doing anything really special for Easter, just going to Church with my Mom. After that, there's not much my family does, just chill for the day really.

I'm really excited that Sarah and Jeanine are coming in next weekend, we're gonna have so much fun. Hopefully its nice out so I can show them around town. and we'll more than likely hit the mall and do some shoping. Smiles works Saturday night so they'll get to see him finally. and meet my boss cuz my boss is cool.

Man am i tired tonight, its been a long week. I hope i can go to sleep early tonight, i haven't been able to lately.

location: my room mood: bouncy

Since I haven't posted anything interesting lately I thought I'd update today's entrie with some little tidbits that i found out about Brian, the manager that works at the GNC across my store.
1. Is only 20 yrs old
2. Doesn't smoke
3. Doesn't drink (clearly he cant buy it let)
4. Got his girlfriend pregnant when he was 18, she was 24
5. Own a house
6. Been with the company for 3 yrs
7. Only stays with his baby's mama for the sake of the child

Ya its silly that im keeping track of what i find out about him, it feels like high school all over again. We still flirt and pick on each other and now with this information I may actually be so bold as to amp up the flirting seeing as how he has no real interest in his baby's mama. LOL! I'm so mean. But heyhwo am i to deny him the pleasure of my company just because he's in a loveless relationship
we'll see how it all goes.

Later.

location: my room mood: bouncy music: Across the Universe Soundtrack

Its been a while since I've posted anything. I've been working alot at the store and haven't had time for anything else really.  No new development with me and any guy i've mentioned before, like I said, too busy.
I finally got over a cold I've had for the past week, feels good to be able to breath again.
well gotta finish getting ready for work, ill try to post something more soon.
Later

location: bedroom mood: artistic

today was a pretty good day. i was off from work and i didn't have any chores pending so i got to relax and do nothing all day. it was nice.

location: bedroom mood: mellow

I'm so peevedright now, I got a call this morning (7am) from a friend telling me that she won't be able to exercise with me today, now mind you she already informed me last week about this, so why she felt the need to wake me from a dead sleep and remind me I have no Idea. Secondly she informs me that the new old car she owns has broken down and instead of looking into repair it she is getting another new-old car and will need to take out some money from the savings account she had me establish for her under my name because she has bad credit. This little money that she and her husband has which is supposed to be saved for real emergencies she's going to waist on another fucking car from the same dealership that she baught the first fucking car. I tried to explain to her that she is better off just gettting an estimate from a few repair shops and finding one who will fix her car at a reasonable price instead of getting another car from the same tool who sold her the firts one, but she wont listen. So here i am today annoyed as fuck for getting a call at 7 in the moring to inform me of something i already knew and informing me of what a fucking idiot of a friend i really have and her lack of common scense. Fucking Christ I really hate people right now. She better not call me anymore today so help me god because i will be so inclined to tell her how much of a fucktard she's being. FUCK!

location: bedroom mood: angry

Went to work today and got alot of production done so I was pretty happy about that. The highlight of my night though was when I got to flirt with the manager of the store next to mine. He is the best eye candy I've seen in a long time and getting to do some innocent flirting with him makes me happy. Too bad he has a girlfriend cuz if he didn't i'd go for him, I don't even mind that he has a kid, its just the girlfriend factor that I don't want to think about. Oh well whatever happens at work stays at work.

I get to see my friends in the city tomorrow and im so excited, i haven't seen them in about 3 months and i'll be staying out there for 2 days so we're gonna party hard no dobt!

location: bedroom mood: pleased music: T.I featuring Justin Timberlake ~ Dead and Gone

So I went and saw an old friend tonight, his name is Bobby. I haven't seen him in a long while and it was nice catching up again. He looks so much different from before besides growing up, he got hella cuter. He seems to be doing good for himself which is great and now that we've caught up perhaps we'll be able to hang out more often again. I need another friend out here and now that he's 21, I have some one to actually go out with.

I finished my first full week of exercising and it went really well, tomorrow starts week two and im actually looking foward to it. I'm also looking foward to seeing my friend sarah this week, I haven't seen her in a few months so tuesday and wednesday im going to crash at her place and catch up, I also will be getting my hair cut so if i have hr take my picture ill post it on here.

well thats my update for now

Later

location: bedroom mood: cheerful

Thank God Valentines day is over! People can get so crazy buying junk that it drives me crazy sometimes. Now all I have to worry about is getting the store ready for easter.

today was day one on gettine fit and it went well. but the true test will be getting through the first week. Ill post periodically with my self improvements.

location: room mood: accomplished music: none

Work has been really crazy lately as we've been gettting ready for Valentines Day. A lot of cute thigs to buy for that special someone and not all of it too expensive. Hopefully we get revenue this week. I've also decided with a friend to go on a diet. we're going to try the SlimFast diet by replacing 2 meals a day with Slim Fast and then just eating one more balanced meal. Since I only really eat one main meal a day, thats not a problem, its just that I have a dendency to snack throughout the day so hopefully the SlimFast will curb my snacking. we're also going to be exercising. I'm glad my friend has decided to do this with me, I wouldn't be able to do it alone because I would have no motivation, at leat together we can keep each other on track. Wish me luck, my goal is to loose 20lbs by April 16th. There is no particular reason for that date ecxept that it will be exactly two months from when im going to start the diet and i figured setting a goal weight loss and time frame will help me maintain momentum and actually reach it.
thats it for now folks, later.

And, if anyone has weightloss tips feel free to share, i would love the pointers.

location: my room mood: awake

So we had a blizzard warning in effect as of 12am this morning to 12pm today and so far nothing has happened. I'm so happy that there is no blizzard so far. I didn't want to drive to work in it. It is freezing cold outside but other than that bearable. I really hate winter!

There's supposed to be another warning in effect starting wednesday night into thursday so hopefully nothing happens with that one either.

location: Bedroom mood: cold

Another ugly snow day and i have to work, yay me! Its gonna suck having to clean off my car and drive in it. I hate winter!

location: Bedroom mood: annoyed

Okay its about 7:21 im the moring right now and I'm awake because I had to warm up my car and clean off the snow. I hate the snow; its cold, wet, annoying...theres nothing good about it.
I don't want to get ready for work today, I just want to sleep some more. It should be a real slow day at the store so I'll just bring a few books to read while im there. that should keep me entertained.

location: Bedroom mood: sleepy music: none

I love the new Darkyn series by Lynn Viehl that im reading. Its a different vampire world than the other series but just as highly erotic (if not more) and exciting as the others. She isn't afraid to be a little more vulgur with her vividly discriptive sex scenes. She has about 7 books out right now to the series and i've read about half of them in 2 days. I devower books like the plegue, I absolutely love to read. I want to be a vampire, or at leat have a vampire lover. I wouldn't mind the whole blood drinking thing as long as the sex amazing and he was sexy as hell.


        

location: Bedroom mood: horny music: Kevin Rudolf - Let It Rock